Showing posts with label Famille. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Famille. Show all posts

1.8.13

The beginning of the end.

After a tumultuous few months, mère flitting off to the sun on a permanent basis, selling off the majority of my possessions & finding someone trustworthy to look after Mr Pig, I finally packed my over-sized rucksack & hopped on a flight out of England just over a week ago, for the last time in what could be a long time.

My first stop was Guernsey, in the Channel Islands, to spend time with my famille over my birthday.



Yes, you could argue that this isn't really getting out of the UK, but considering you can't spend Guernsey money in the UK, the laws are different & you generally get free parking, I'm still considering it my first stop.



Despite spending all my summers in Guernsey, as a child, & even being christened there, eight years had passed since my last visit & so I was keen to return.


My grandparents collected me from the airport & I stayed with them for the duration of my stay.  They've lived in their house for nearly thirty years & it hasn't changed a bit from when I was last there.  The same comforting smell, shell ornaments & the most beautiful & extensive garden.


My grandpa grows all manor of fruit & vegetables & every meal time consists of something from the garden.  Breakfast was toast, made with bread, my grandma baked herself & atop it was laden with jam, also made by my grandma, with fruit grown by my grandpa in the garden.  Nothing goes to waste.


We drove around the island a lot & took in the sights.  The sea views are wonderfully scenic.  On my birthday grandma & I took the small boat over to Herm island for the day.  It's very beautiful, but very small.  They have a few eateries, lovely beaches, a couple of gift shops & plenty of steep hills to climb.


Herm hosts a lot of visitors that stay in the campsites or rent the cottages out.  I think, if the weather was hot & sunny, I could definitely spend a week there, just strolling through the woodlands & lounging on the beach.


On the Saturday my brother came to pick me up & we went into town for lunch.  It was lovely seeing him, as it'd been over two years since he last visited me in England & I missed him a lot.  We caught up with each others gossip, had a stroll through town, ate some gelato & then went back to his new home, which is amazing!  The bathroom alone made me want to stay!


Later in the evening we went into town for dinner & cocktails & then met up with his girlfriend, who was out celebrating her birthday, from earlier in the week.  Guernsey's nightlife is a new experience for me, I was only young when I lived there & although I was eighteen the last time I visited, I had gone over with mère, so partying wasn't really on the agenda.

 
We went to a place called the Townhouse, which was packed with people raving out to electro & techno.  Myself, dressed in a tux jacket, felt like a spanner in the corner.  The last time I went out to a rave I was in my own drug fueled world.  Stone cold sober, getting elbowed, isn't the one


It's also worth adding how attractive men, turn so very unattractive, when dodgy dance moves are employed & woman need to be more aware of back fat & pot bellies when dressing.  I saw far too many unsightly dressed, drunken girls, stumbling around.  Literally puts me off drinking entirely!



Guernsey has changed so much since I was young.  Now there are a lot of foreigners, teenage mothers & a large dent of the population are even on benefits, which I wasn't even aware you could get in Guernsey!  But, the narrow roads, views of the sea & simple way of life, are all still as beautiful as they were when I was a child.

x

11.11.12

Three years on...

The tenth of November 2012 marks three years since my dad died.

However many days/weeks/months/years pass, I still miss him the same as I did the day he died.


However, I'm a realist.  I accept that everyone & everything must cease to exist at some point.

But I will never forget all those that have passed through my life.

I yearn for you, from the depth of my soul
I feel you leave & I know I need to let go
I cannot contemplate life now you're gone
The feeling of emptiness sweeping along
The distance between us will be incomplete
I feel lost & alone, you're forever asleep
How can this be, that you've finally left
Promised me you'd be there & now I'm bereft
I feel an empty hole looming towards me
Ready to swallow me whole & consume me
My emotions are a havoc of confusion & care
For the love of someone, who's no longer there
How can you love someone who no longer exists
The feelings live on, but the body is gone
The soul surrenders the body, but leaves a remain
Memories are never enough to contain
All the emotion that gets left behind
When the one that you love, cannot continue the fight

11.6.12

la première partie

I've been absent.  I apologise.  I'm back now.  Honest.  Things, so many things, have been keeping me away from you.  Firstly, organising a 50th birthday tea party, for one of the most unsociable people I know; mère.

A good few weeks were spent awkwardly making arrangements for it, without her knowing.  Surprises & I don't go down too well.  I'm a known snitch.  But I managed it.  Although the stress of it certainly got to me & me being me, the organisation of this task was left very much down to the last minute.  There was me, the night before, baking three different types of cake at gone one in the morning.  But, regardless of all the stress involved, the birthday girl seemed to have a good time.  Especially for someone so anti-social.





I would like to state that the Victoria Sponge, Buttermilk Scones & Banofee Cupcakes were my contribution, oh & the Pimm's punchbowl, which I think mère had the majority of.  Drunkard.

When the party was finally over, the famille et moi went for cocktails for my cousin Kate's birthday.  There were cocktails, cocktail umbrellas, bartender oggling & then some shots...some more shots & then it just went downhill from there.  I won't lie, there were ill conceived dance-offs.  My cousin inadvertently cock-blocking me, as everyone thought he was my boyfriend!  (Ick factor 3000!)  Then to top it all off, their sister popped out a sprog at two in the morning.  Gawd, what a day!

27.4.12

Bon Anniversaire

Today would have been my papa's sixty sixth birthday!  It's weird, he'd be nearly seventy!  Dayumn, that's old!  He always looked fresh to death though, handsome bastard.  Shortly after he died I went & got a tattoo for him...


It's an attachment to a large set of flowers I already had trailing down my arm.  I told him I was going to get it before he died, kinda weird he'll never see it.  I don't think it's death itself that's sad, it's more the missing of them.  Not being able to tell them anything or show them something or even hug them ever again.  What's worse is that all we have left are the memories & we'll never be able to make new ones with them.

But at least he is free from his ailing body...


...& that's probably for the best.

18.3.12

Happy Mother's Day!


Happy Mother's Day Mummy!

My mother woke to a rather large head next to her bed this morning; my gift to her.  I think she rather likes it though.  It has taken pride of place on her windowsill.

x

28.8.11

Thinking Of You

Hurricane Irene is currently ravaging America's East Coast & quietly tucked away in North Carolina (alright, maybe not so quietly) is my Aunty Ali & her famille.

According to Facebook they are safe but without power...Although clearly reception on her Blackberry is still going strong!


According to the newspapers, three people have been reported dead in North Carolina.

Keep safe Hoods!

Thinking of you.

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